Tuesday, January 06, 2009
Chin up always.
Hus once told me that Im complicated. That though complexity is intriguing it can get tiring, and all anyone ever wants is something simple. (and they can't be blame for that). He says that I do this thing, where my body language says one thing and my mind another.
"Im broken and this is my life"
"No, you're broken and waiting for someone to fix you"
"He fixed me. He wants to fix me!"
"He fixed you but you didn't want to be fixed. So yes, you're broken but you want the right person to fix you."
Sometimes letting people in means abandoning the walls you've took a life time building. So no, I don't do stupid feelings and trust is not easy to come by. And when it does, its always too late. So no, I don't let it to begin with.