Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Pull the thread and unravel the scarf of my silence.There are countless of times where I have felt absolutely nothing. Is that normal? To have no feelings at all?Have rejected almost every request to go out since the year started, the whole anti-social issue is getting to a whole new level. Just that, being around people suffocates me. Its like they literally gnaw at every bit of me, and I feel like I'll lose myself.Shit how can I lose myself when I havent even found myself?I need one of those "relevation" moments, the kind you read in almost every book and the countless of times you've seen on the screen.Once when I was desperately missing Cheri, Mir and I came up with this whole "Bring Cheri back home fund" Except that if we did collect enough cash to bring her back, we wouldnt have any to send her home. Which works out great."the world is too fragile for people to be untrue. There's too much at stake, and life's too short for lies. And you're the worst kind of person in the world, because you wasted my heart, my time..."Hearts are not for breaking.and,Happy 18th Birthday Leeyana