Tuesday, September 04, 2007
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so other people wont feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine as children do. Its not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.Trials are up, and for the first time Im running around frantically trying to remember last minute notes. First time Im unprepared for an exam. And this is prolly the most important one, and yet I cant help but make excuses instead of studying.I guess its just too many things thats been going on in just one short year. And maybe because Im frankly so fed up with having to live up to everyone's expectations, and close an eye to self-conceited/superficial friends behaviour. Not to mention picking choices for your benefit and ignoring mine.Whatever, Im not one to sit around and mull over little things. And pretty soon the babes will be back from down under and thats when everything will hopefully fall into place. Booked Leen for actual food and already made plans with Cheri and since Husni is leaving for the UK. Im lucky if Leen doesnt make me her driver, considering my driving route is limited.And since am moving pretty soon, decided to torment Leen on how I cant be her excuse anymore until she presented me with something that I really dont need to be responsible for; your dirty escapades Leen, made possible by moi. Jebus.Have been delaying mechanics classes for 4 weeks now and Dad wants to drag me to PD for his reunion thing. Pd, some littered beach disgusting ulu place. Please leave me in this abode which is by far the closest thing to civilisation in dirty old Msia.And yes Leen, when I move to rich possibly infested hot guys neighbourhood we'll get someone's money to figure out another possible way of peeing.