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Jihan
I think writing about yourself, is a pretty pompous thing to do. Lets just say Im not much of a people person. Period.

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Friday, February 23, 2007

This post is untitled, cause heck there is no heading to sum up all this. So lets start,

Ive been burnt by a former flame.

And since then I thought i got stronger, but here's what Leen told me recently that struck me hard. 'You didnt get stronger, you just locked yourself up in a ball and threw away the key.' And Fuck it, Leen you're right. I've blocked out all emotions, kept them at a safe distance from me. Close enough for me to know I still have them, but far enough for me not to feel.

Like Cheri said, I am the Ice Queen. But can you really blame me for trying to protect myself?

Want to know why I dont open up? Ask me, and I'll tell you why. But for now, leave my rendering emotions to be expressed through and on my blog. If you dont like it, then please just Flip off.

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