Thursday, January 11, 2007
When your heart stops beating.You know how the whole idea of resolutions suppose to push you to a better you. (i.e- contemplatin happiness for me) And yet, you try really hard to look at the bright side of life. But yet you cant ignore the reality behind it?Who knew Tolstoy could pent out exactly how I feel/think.'All these traces of his life, seemed to seize hold of him and say to him:No , you wont escape us and be different, you'll be the same as you were: with doubts, an eternal dissastisfaction with yourself, vain attempts to improve, and failures, and an external expectation of the happiness that has eluded you and is not possible for you.'-Anna Karenina- (Leo Tolstoy)The whole highlited part, is exactly me.I have a feeling Bren might feel this way too, what with the whole contracting my unexplainable usual depression bug. But seriously Bren, negative chi is not your thing. ITS MINE! So stop it, it doesnt work for you! Go back to being Bridget Jones.