Friday, October 13, 2006
She followed slowly, taking a long time,as though there were some obstacles in the way,ant yet: as though, once overcome,she would be beyond walking, and would fly-Rainer Maria Rilke-Im tired, and I cant deal with all the commotion going around on an empty stomach. Not only do I have to study for SPM, now I have to fill in scholarships after scholarships and search more scholarships up on the net. Write countless personal statements after another, different ones what not with the all the different requirements. Not to mention that my glasses broke, the lense blady popped out of nowhere. And I am beyond hungry!Meh, going off to KDU tomorrow to check out the IB program and hand in my scholarship application, and then prepare another file for the Cempaka scholarship. And mommy wants me to apply for the ASEAN one too. Oh my gosh!Every blady page I go to, says that scholarships are awarded to bla bla and bla and 'financially deserving' candidates. And since papa's pay doesnt exactly fall under that category, I dont know where else to go/search. Mommy says I dont need the scholarship, it would just be good if I get it. So what about the people who really need it?BTW Leen, dilemma with lover boy. Come online lar!