I dont know why I still do, but I just do. I know I shouldnt, but its just much easier playing it out like this isnt it? This way I dont drain myself with emotions just because thats how every other person copes.
So I opt for fantasy; relive every part of the has beens and the could have beens. Only because its much easier and less of an effort to want to overcome it.
The past should stay in the past.
It should just stay there... Just stay there.
And Im sorry for my present, whom Ive regretedly abandoned instead, for stale deliriousness.
To my happy pill, because Princess Sophia is dead.